Will you please let me in?

I could only hope and pray that all of you and possibly the world could change.

I lived my youth in darkness and shadowed my pain by false affections playing the young love game

I spent my days with countless toys, trading one for another an another by the hour

I covered my tears with laughter and cloaked my deepest secrets in bold colors of living

I was self aware, self sufficient, I knew what I was doing

Never more sure at the time than for anything in my life

Full of stories, full of lies, full of secrets, full of games

I could only hope and pray that all of you and possibly the would could change

I lived my adolescence in hiding, but near you in very much a plain sight

Clear views right in front you, but my definitions were misplaced, my meaning was missing

All of us full of rage, going crazy, exploding from day to night

I saw you in your circles of commotion

Was I not invited?

I must've misplaced my golden invite

Too many days I have not seen, for it is too late to take the time and find that spot and go rewind

Things of such manner should not really matter

Your words, your apparel your appearance was only a false empediment of what evokes you

Take this time to be released, free yourself from life's harm, be wild, roam and wake up to equal liberty

Rise to a brighter day, a warmer night where you are among all of the rights,positives and always level up to a better height

Frolic with the sky, holding you to your life's destination at last..find yourself flowing in the wind with the birds guiding your soul to a peaceful place we have yet to know as our only unknown...